blogging seems a likely distraction...

I am currently sitting at a computer in the Grace University library. This is not my favorite place to be, and definitely not my choice of working environment. However, until I get a new computer, this is where I must do my work. Being in this place sucks for many reasons which include, but are not limited to:
1. Fluorescent lighting is not the best light to work in, especially when staring at a computer screen, and it is really unflattering.
2. The carpet is orange.
3. There are only 2 computers with comfortable chairs (woo-hoo, I got a hold of one today)
4. The librarian stares at me in a very uncomforted way, and whispers loud enough for everyone to hear. (however today she got a new fresh pink sweater, which is the cutest thing I have ever seen her in)
5. The bathroom here always smells and is the approximate temperature of my freezer.
6. The library usually smells of dirty diaper and popcorn. (today the odor is not as strong as it usually is.)
7. Small talk. I am always required to make small talk with people I only know marginally well. I am not good at it, and don't really enjoy it.
8. I am always faced with the reality of not being in school, and have to explain that to people while I am here.
9. I always see teachers and professors and students who know the real reason why I am not in school, and that embarrasses me, and makes me feel very foolish.
10. Quiet spaces make me fairly nervous.
11. There is a really creepy picture of something in direct eyesight of my chair, and I do not know what it is, nor can I explain why it scares me.
None the less here I am, distracting myself from getting my work done, by writing a post that perhaps 2 people will read.